Just like that a New Year….chaos and pain. I had to return to my core of what makes me happy. Most of you know in 2023 I lost my job. I also no longer had the partnership of Color of Connection. What was worse is health issue have flooded my life.
I fell into a deep depression and tried to put on a face that everything was ok when it was not. Sadly I cant even turn on the T.V with out seeing so much hate. How could anyone even start or just finish.
In the midst of my chaos, I rebranded by developing a YouTube show called EAT.QUILT.JOY. If you've been following me, you're aware of it. The show combines my passions for food and quilting. I've realized that over the years, I have made many quilts, each one crafted with care and creativity, yet I haven't taken the time to share them with others. These quilts, each unique in their design and color palette, represent not only my skills and techniques as a quilter but also the stories and emotions woven into every stitch. From the intricate patterns that took hours to perfect to the choice of fabrics that reflect my personal style, each quilt embodies a piece of my journey and artistic expression.
The process of quilting itself has been a source of joy and relaxation for me. I often find myself lost in the rhythm of cutting, piecing, and stitching, allowing my thoughts to wander as I create. Each quilt has a story behind it—some were made for special occasions, such as weddings or births, while others were crafted simply for the joy of creating, experimenting with new patterns or color combinations.
Despite the personal significance of these quilts, I have kept them largely to myself, tucked away in closets or displayed only in my home. I realize now that sharing these creations could inspire others, spark conversations about quilting techniques, or even encourage someone to take up the craft themselves.
Furthermore, the quilting community is vibrant and welcoming, filled with individuals who share a passion for fabric and design. By sharing my quilts, I could connect with like-minded individuals, exchange ideas, and perhaps even collaborate on future projects. The thought of showcasing my work through social media, local quilt shows, or community events excites me, as it opens the door to a world of creativity and connection that I have yet to fully explore.
In essence, I have come to understand that my quilts are not just physical objects; they are a reflection of my experiences, creativity, and the relationships I’ve built along the way. The act of sharing them could serve as a bridge to new friendships and opportunities, allowing me to engage with others who appreciate the art of quilting as much as I do. It is time to take the leap and share my quilts with the world, celebrating not only my work but also the craft that has brought me so much joy and fulfillment. I make them when I am depressed, finding solace in the act of creation that cooking provides. The kitchen becomes my sanctuary, a place where I can channel my emotions into something tangible and nourishing. The rhythmic chopping of vegetables, the gentle simmering of sauces, and the fragrant spices wafting through the air serve as a therapeutic balm, lifting my spirits even if just for a moment.
And food, lovely food... Despite the fact that I am on a strict no-carb, no-meat diet, my passion for cooking remains undiminished. I take great pleasure in experimenting with vibrant ingredients that align with my dietary choices. The challenge of crafting meals that are both healthy and satisfying fuels my creativity in the kitchen. I delve into the world of colorful vegetables, legumes, and wholesome grains, discovering new flavors and textures that excite my palate.
I still enjoy making food for my three growing boys, who have their own unique tastes and preferences. Each meal becomes an opportunity to nourish not just their bodies but also to bond with them over the dinner table. I relish the moments spent preparing their favorite dishes, adapting recipes to ensure they are nutritious while still being appealing to their youthful appetites. The joy on their faces as they taste the meals I’ve lovingly prepared brings me immense satisfaction, reminding me that even in my struggles, I can create happiness for others.
Through this process, I also strive to instill healthy eating habits in my children, teaching them the importance of nutrition and the joy of cooking. Together, we explore new recipes, and I encourage them to participate in the kitchen, allowing them to develop their culinary skills while also fostering a sense of togetherness. Cooking for my boys is not merely about feeding them; it is a way to express my love and care, creating lasting memories that we will cherish for years to come.
I truly appreciate those who continue to support and enjoy my quilting stories and content. I'm committed to personal growth and healing, so I welcome feedback and conversations. This year, I'm praying for the strength to pursue my dream of creating a show about food and quilting and the joy it brings.
Also whats more exciting is i have brand partnerships with Janome, Riley Blake fabrics and Accuquilt!
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